| RIP Daniel Deer...
You were an incredible person with the greatest personality! You will be missed sooooo much!
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| Ok so it has been sooooooooooooo long since I updated this thing!...lol
Everything seems to be going alright with me...I'm enjoying my job like whoa! Talking to my friends is total greatness! And with the person I'm talking to right now...all I can say is A-MAY-ZING!
Well gotta head out to work here in a few mins, but I hope to keep this updated more often and I'll be talkin to you guys soon!
Take Care!
~Tim =]
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| Ok so I got the manager position...Training's coming soon!
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| Ok so this whole manager thing is now scaring me...I've been wanting this so bad, but now it's all hitting me with a big reality check and the thing is that I have my interview with the district manager tomorrow and I don't want her to have the feeling that Joe made a mistake of choosing me to be a manager...I'm soooooooooooooooo fucking scared...I'm completely shaking now and I can't hold back the tears...I am totally in shambles and idk how to cope with all of this...Why is it that something that I've been wanting so bad is causing this much pain for me right now?!?!?! I hate the fact that I feel alone in all of this...I know that I have you guys as my friends and everything, but I never can get to sit down with anyone and talk about stuff anymore which causes me to feel like I'm alone...  Why am I going through this? I should be so excited about finally reaching a level of work that I've been wanting for the longest time, but no, I completely turn out to have doubts about myself and how I try to be the best I can and it's never good enough because I'm Tim Fahan and no matter how hard I try at something, it will never come because there is always something that's holding me back from achieving anything in life...Example: Going to UNT and being told that I have no hope of being a music major...It's seriously looking like that cause I'm just not seeing any possibility of me getting anywhere with that now...I think my time is running really short with being a music major and I am almost of empty with hope...
Well I'm gonna try to stop being upset, and try to get some sleep, but not sure how much that is going to help...Thanks to you guys if you leave a comment about this post cause really I need all the help I can get with making through the day...
~Tim
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| Ok so today I washed all of downstairs windows for my mom...Didn't take too long...Goin' up to good ol' Denton to help out my BFF move out of his Apt! Soooooo excited to see him again!  Then comin back down to have Memorial Day dinner with the fam...Steak, Baked Potatoes, vegetables, and SANGRIA!!! After all of that, I've gotta keep filling out my Manager Training Manual! Joe wants to go through most of what I need done tomorrow at work which means I need to have all of the answers that I know/can find out by tomorrow! On Friday, I have my interview with Joan, our regional Director of Operations. Joe says not to worry about it, just make sure to have all of the modules, that I need done, completely answered and reviewed/signed off by him. Then a week from today I START MANAGER TRAINING!!! YAYAYAYAYAYAY!!! I will be doing that for two weeks and then after that, I will be officially certified to manage a shift at Papa John's!!! I'm sooooooooooooooooooo stoked about all of this!!! But mostly right now, it's just stress and pressure with trying to do everything correct and making sure I'm understanding/remembering everything that I've been trained on so far! I always make it through everything some way or another anyways... Well don't be strangers, and lemme know how things are going with you guys!
Hope you guys are enjoying the holiday!
Take Care!
~Tim =]
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